'Its fucking annoying when rational people leverage so much on one small piece of shit'......this status message of my gmail account conveys the two events, tht defined the particular day, this message appeared.......in a rather succinct though very precise manner...........
One being the figurative 'tug of war' between the editorial teams of my insti newsletter........
Whether the domains of the respective editors should figure together, formed the topic of contention........and literally incinerated an hour of my time.....not that i missed a critical appointment or nething......but still.......i have many better avenues to explore my disproportionately prodigious 'free' time..........
Neway........tried to get myself heard.......but(or so) the bone remained adamantly stuck.......status quo prevailed and the deadlock now moves onto the precinct of the next meeting.....and another hour or two of my time lost......
The other provocation was slightly more offensive in nature......and its conception, doesnt cease to bamboozle me....even now......
It represents a classic case.....wherein, the truth induced a violent ejection of the then newly conjured bonhomie........
I still fail to 'see' the reason.....or maybe i never 'saw' it........oh........hell with this 'see-saw'....
When 'can't' morphs into 'won't'..........does a person know that barriers of understanding have been savagely breached and the no return point is waving from the yonder horizon.....the bend of my minds curve is pretty expansive........and that there still remains the case of fourth dimension to promote cordial relations......
Certainty about one thing does though persist........that the lost white cloth cannot be replenished netime soon on my side.....and the olive leaves can wait till i manage to land an italian beauty for myself........
so.......a passive spectator, that i see myself as, can only be activated if the stocks of the above mentioned commodities are made available to me......graciously........
If i am being overtly optimistic,..........so be it......
I am what i am......
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